I am so bored!!!! A month ago I was all excited thinking woo go me three months off! OMG! I'm not joking now I'm contemplating skinning puppies just for kicks I am soooooooo bored! I've applied for a job that I can do nothing about for the time being until they get their backsides into full working gear com'on just cos I'm on go slow I wanna be moving faster!!!!
I'm not even sure I wanna go back to uni next year I cant stand it anymore I want the other job I'm going for I'm gonna have to tell my tutor at some point and oh boy am I looking forward to the sarcastic remarks I'm gonna get...not just cos he was some big shot theatre wannabe! I've come to the conclusion I'm just a little bit more grounded than that! gggggrrrrrr! Theatre officially gets right up my schnoz! I hate it!!!! Maybe thats why I'm so blue at the moment cos I'm stuck in the theatre rut I'm not competetive I'm more likely to drop out than fight for a part I'm just not arsed! But thats the attitude thats got me into trouble this year apparently, apparently I have no fight and I'm never gonna get anywhere in life if I dont start being a bit more forthcoming. You know what NO I'm done if I aint putting nothing into it, I cant actually want it can I!? And by the way my attitude is just fine thank you very much!
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